My Love

Not a moment goes by when you aren't in my thoughts... I can't turn a corner and not be reminded of you in some form, be it by a simple breeze or the sunlight shining through a crack in our worn down brick walls or the simple fact that you aren't there when I wake up. I constantly have to remind myself that this will be over soon, and that seven months will go by quickly. I've never missed anyone as much as I miss you. I feel like half... More than half of me is missing. I keep playing memories of us going to big bear or disney land or just sitting in the trailer trying to decide what movie to watch in my head over and over again... and when I do sometimes I get sad and angry with myself for ever getting angry or agitated about trivial things like staying an hour or so late for work, or having to get up a little earlier. I have the revalation that really nothing is trivial everything from washing the dishes with you to doing laundry taking out trash or going to bed bath and beyond, is simply the greatest adventures I undertake simply because they're with you. We always manage to make it fun anyways, and we're never short on hilarious mishaps. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'll never take you for granted, and I'll never take this perfect love that we share lightly, and no matter how old I get, no matter how long we're together... I'll always turn of the X box to go get you bagel bites, and I'll always go to bed bath with you when you want me to. Love you so much baby